really stupid drug experiences
Posted: Tue Feb 07, 2006 7:04 am
omfg I cant even remember. see this is why I don’t smoke anymore either. fries my brain. but hell hash from Amsterdam is good. ooh is THAT STUFF GOOD...but anyway...no more drugs... i cant do it anymore... just not fun...draven wrote: (RE: Nutmeg + dXm)Like the world is spinning????? C’mon share the experience.....
well nutmeg (i dont think it has naturally occurring dxm btw..):
initially its like eh whatever and then it starts to kick in and then it hits you like ton of bricks. yeah. you start tripping. Not like an acid trip (no that id know) more like shrooms or something, but depends on how much you take, you also vomit i think i can remember... no no, your stomach just feel strange the entire time... i remember lying down in my room and staring at the lines in my ceiling but then it would be like i was dreaming cuz i just saw stuff..not like it looked real, it felt dream like , but i down know if tiredness had soemthing to do with it...you don’t like SEE stuf see stuff, but like FEEL it.. liek a body trip.. you know wha ti mean? kinda like when you are tired and you lie down and everything feels like its spinning, yeah, spinning, but in a different sort of way...i cant explain it. its sort of a waste of time. i guess if youre extrememely bored its alright to try but i mean you might as well go to a cow pasture and find some fresh shroom and make shroomburgers.
just mash the #### up and drink it with milk... i don’t know how to describe it. its pretty stupid though. it last 8 hours, so, in a way, its better than being stoned. but at the same time i cant remember if you get that whole 'its so relaxed in here, and time is so slow' sort of feeling... i tried it like 2x back in 03 or 04 or something... if that.. god, i cant remember...
so either way its stupid don’t do it.
robotripping. i used to hangout with lots and lots and lots of druggies stoners cokehead all the time and when we had no money we'd go to the store and steal hair bleach (to dye our hair blue and green and ####, and also steal bottles upon bottles of dXm.
in fact, that girl who used to be my best friend till she slept with my like love of my life, she took lie an entire day to sift out the dxm by using this like reverse process that i think she found on Erowid, where you use ammonia and some other stuff to separate the DXM from the other substances in the cough syrup, but like the crack head she is, she hit the thing and it all went down the drain. she was so pissed!!! so then we got stoned...
ugh i got stoned way too much in the past...
oh yeah the first time i did dam i totally puked my brains out.
its was all red n stuff -- the syrup that got regurgitated, but then your body by then already ahs sifted out the dam so as you are walking you feel like you are floating but then your legs feel like they are stuck in like cement, like the sidewalk, only it doesn’t feel 'heavy' like, you can movie in it...like walking in water type of feeling.... is such a STRANGE paradox... so hypocritical.. you think if you felt like you were floating, that you wouldn’t feel stuck in the ground, but its both simultaneously. and you have an intense body trip, as you can see by that previous example. your eyes get all #### up and dilated and spacey looking too. your mind wanders like when you are high on pot, but with that like *slow* feeling, and then if you have enough the sky's colors start to melt all together...
once we all were doing dXm at a sleepover (while watching strangeland) and me and my friends saw our patterns on our pajamas start to dance around, so we'd like run our hands along the ankles and stuff to get the little Asian characters to jump and ####...
but from their it got weirder... one of my friend started seeing like this glowing army of like dolls... when there were no dolls...and then my other friend (basket case acquaintance we'll call her CRAZY GIRL) started tripping really bad.. and she was major loopy cuz he mom was also nuts b/c her husband (this girls dad) had killed himself with a gunshot wound to the head, and he mom was crazy cuz she was molested by her family when she was younger too, and this girl was just like this high, tripping, clepto girl.. she was nice, but she was crazy.
anyway, crazy girl starts seeing this "writing" on the wall. and I’m like, wtf... and she sees this note from either her uncle or someone about how much he father doesn’t love her, and how useless and hated she is, and this girl is obviously projecting some sort of family resentment, but the she kept running up to the wall and like running her hands against it to like *dissolve* it... you know? so she starts tweaking out and then we had to calm her down and watch ...[oh and the worst part:] we were watching STRANGLEAND while we was tripping.
omfg... that #### with my head.. i kept distracting myself cuz i kept getting like mad freaked out... that was liek the most #### up day ever...then crazy girl pretty much holds me hostage, and cuz it was liek memorial day vacation she wouldn’t let me go home; she wanted me to hang out and so we dyed out hair an tripped again but everyone in her house was so crazy i really didn’t feel grounded (doesn’t help when you are high!!)
i was like stuck there for 3 days, until her mom's roommate like got totally wasted and drank way too much and came after her mom with a screwdriver at like 3 in the morning, then crazy girl's older sister who was in the crypts totally went berserk on the guy...mind you this freak was like 35 or something... wicked loser, worked with her mom (and lived as a roommate cuz he's a tard), supposedly did a 13 year old down the street, and was hitting on me so bad when we were drinking earlier that night, so my crazy friend like kept me upstairs most of the time so nutcase crazy man wouldn’t talk to me...i was 17 at the time...
so anyway...
this stupid guy causes this whole ruckus. I’m TWEAKING OUT SO BAD that i call my parents and the come to get me...by this time the trip is over, and i also was just so like stunned that i think i sobered up pretty fast... its so weird to see so many people snap at once. needless to say every time i see this girl i avoid her like the plague...
sorry ABOUT THE RANT THERE.
another time i was tripping (dxm) and i went to the movie theaters in Salem mass. we late for the movie cuz we couldn’t keep track of time. we were in the commons (Salem) and were in the gazebo at sundown "watching the colors melt together". then we went and saw xmen... and in the middle of it my initial friend that i spoke about (the one who got my ex to cheat on me, not the one i avoid liek the plague) started like mumbling and like doing this "narration" of what she was seeing, and people knew we were tripping, but she was way harder than me, and i kept having to shush her, but she was seeing so much weird crap... its bad enough when its xmen and you got all those colors up there, but DAMN... walking into the theatres there were SWIRLS...cuz the rug was this swirl black/red mix, like one of those nice ones to mask the look of dirt, lol, and when i was walking on it, tripping, it was so strange... it was like i could feel the pulsating whooshes of the swirls (even though rugs don’t swirl!!!) anyway... most of the time i did this i was stoned too...
wow damn... i used to be a a really BIG pothead!! i never did pills or anything...once syraquil, one asdderall (so lame, i cant even eat when im on that) vicodi n makes me pass out, that is a s gay as cowboys eating pudding. (lol)
never klonopins, cuz everyone else ate them before i could get one...oh well dont need it anyway.. i didn’t realize how many times i was high ... never mind tripping.. all these stories keep coming back to me and I’m just like, damn...